While I had been focusing most of my energies on the divine these past months, I found my past weeks swinging towards the community end of "that which matters." Patty spoke it perfectly, and with comfort, when she said that my life was swinging in the pendulum. Before my pendulum was swinging high on the divine, healing energies end, and then now, when constraints were lifted, I swung high on the community end. My life has been completely engulfed in enjoying others and landing back on this earth...laughter, love, togetherness, work, craziness, and just living...in...the...moment.....While I take great joy in that life, I do look forward to swinging back into balance...something I haven't had for quite awhile.
I went from 0-60 in seconds. And I like it, but it seems like a whole lot to process. In fact, this past two years seems like a whole lot to process. And it is weighing heavily on this sweet soul right now.
But the main reason that I am getting on here to write is to send my respects and deepest love to my friend Laura's family. I met Laura within weeks after my diagnosis. She had been in this battle for awhile and always had the best attitude. There were several times when I thought she truly was going to beat the cancer in her body, so it is hard for me to see that it has overtaken her. Her attitude and spark were admirable and got me by several hard days. I have lost so many friend in the past two years, sometimes it is just too painful to bear.