Tuesday, January 3, 2012

Don't think about all those things you fear...

PET scan tomorrow morning.  Tears are streaming easily today in anticipation, fear and worry.  But these three months of our watch and wait game have given me so much out of this precious life.   I am grateful for the love of my family and friends. I am grateful for being able to tap into the stream of life, this energy that heals, loves, runs through us all.  I am grateful for my meditation.  I am grateful for those who have helped me along the way.  I hope to pay it back with all that I am learning.  I hope that I can help make a difference someday.

So here's to belly breathing, and sleeping tiger, and mantras, and adventure, and dreams.

...just be glad to be here


  1. Mark and I are sending you are all thoughts and prayers. Fingers crossed for a clean scan tomorrow!

  2. You have inspired me from the get-go. I love you and I am sending every ounce of positive vibes your way.

  3. Positive thoughts coming your way.

  4. Dear Eve, You are making a difference right now! Not someday, but now! Thank you for your posts, your beautiful writing, your honesty, and your inspiration! I am praying and sending you lots of love and light for your PET scan and the results that follow. Love and miss you, Wind River sister!
    Love, hugs, and laughter,

  5. We are so glad you are here!
    Chuck & Rin

  6. I'm thinking about you! Sending healing energy from the Holy Land. oxox Judy

  7. Dear Evie,
    You are always in my prayers. Keep up the Good Fight. Thank you for sharing/up-dating us all.
    You always know what to post, and it helps others too. I really needed to hear "just be glad to be here".
    Love you so much,
    Linda :) aka: Aunt Linda